lyrics
I'm bleeding from my nose on the brand new couch
Wondering if the stain will ever come out
I try to stop it, but it's coming like a flood
Baptism in my own unholy blood
It covered all the parts I was and held them together
Was it the same on that December morning
A nosebleed in my mother taking form
Red and ready to be born and remembered forever
I was gone until I wasn't
But I'll be gone again for good
I thank God that there's no heaven
Because I wouldn't do it even if I could
I'm bleeding from my nose on the brand new couch
On my knees with my head in the fucking clouds
I wonder what will happen when I die
Blood pouring from my nose and brown eyes
Until there's nothing left inside
And I crumble together
There's no denying that I'm still my mother's son
Baptism in her own infected blood
It covered all the parts I was and held them together
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released May 25, 2019
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